November 28, 2005

Realizing why its a hard change from HA to CI

Every now and then I like to experiment with my hearing aid and Cochlear Implant by listening with my hearing aid only for a few minutes, then I switch to my cochlear implant for a few minutes and then I switch to both. And you know sometimes I get the wierdest results. Sometimes I can hear better with just the implant and sometimes I can hear better with both. But the hearing aid never win. Its either both or just the implant.
But anyways, I went to the movies the other day and I was experimenting with them to see which one makes the movie sound best. So I turned off my hearing aid and listened for a few minutes to the movie. And that was the wierdest feeling! It sounds like I don't have sound on the other side. Like all the sound comes in on one side. And that makes me very uncomfortable!! I had to keep looking over to see if someone was talking to me. Its really freaky not having sound come in on the other side. I guess its more of a security thing.
So it makes you think if Bilateral is really a good thing or not and if it really makes a difference. But only someone brave enough would get one. I don't think I would ever want to get another implant....Don't get me wrong, because I love my implant but I think I'm too attached to my hearing aid to let it go. You know? And then you know another great thing about having a hearing aid in one ear is when the battery dies, which is always in the middle of my last class, I can still hear a little bit of what the teacher is saying while I'm changing the battery on my implant. So the hearing aid is like my backup.
And since I'm on this topic.....I have never had someone ask me what that thing was on my ear! People have always said something about my hearing aid but not my implant. I thought people would be asking what that was because its bigger and filled with colors. haha. But that's almost a relief. Because I like it when people think of me as a normal person...And not a disability.
But anyways, I thought I'd share that with you.

1 comment:

Mom said...

Maybe no-one says anything about your implant on your ear because to them, it could be another one of those bluetooth telephone thingies people are wearing nowadays. Maybe some people think it's just a different design. Who knows? Maybe people are just more aware of different technology and so one more thing just isn't a surprise; it's expected that there is new techno stuff they haven't heard of, but you have. But a hearing aid is a hearing aid is a hearing aid. People know what those are. It is amazing how hearing aids have a stigma, but CI's seem to be cool.

I'm researching CI's for myself, although my blog doesn't talk a whole lot about it. I post about my family life. I check your blog for CI info.